I’m honestly so fucked I can’t even describe it. The situation that I’m in right now has me so fucked up and I have no idea how to get out of it. Just found out that the guy who I have been interested in still has feelings for one of my closest friends and he can’t develop feelings for me because he still likes her. This just describes my life and I want to jump off a cliff and die. So yeah Ahahah :-)
literally all i want is to fall asleep on someone
i’m very tired and i want to lay my head on someone’s stomach and have them run their fingers through my hair and sleep
you know what’s fucked up?
that you can be without someone for six months, a year, five years and have mastered not thinking about them, but no matter how much time passes there will always be that moment where you see a photo of them or catch a little of their cologne on a crowed street and suddenly you’re plagued with a rapidly sinking stomach and the relentless question, “what did i do wrong?”
i absolutely HATED this